Ew.

Wandering around, in a confused daze. 

I've consumed 1000cals and I feel disgusting. 

. Why did I eat? Why couldn't I just say NO.

Do Not Eat.

But No. My fat body just wouldn't listen.

I followed the ritual of plunging my fingers down my throat, and bringing it up.. but not all. 

Footsteps hovering around the bathroom door.

Stop! before they hear.

Clean up and hop into the shower.

My stomach hurts. Its like its screaming 

WHY THE FUCK DID YOU EAT THIS MUCH?

I don't know! I yell back.

Just this morning it was growling at me saying, feed me

Now its whining at me saying don't eat.

MAKE UP YOUR MIND...

My mind is made up.

I Want To Be Thin.

Fast tomorrow and Thursday, then Friday is a new start.

Call me strange, but the only days I like to restart on are Mondays or Fridays. :)